Chapter 5: Taking Cousin La to the Corridor
After holding it in all day, I finally made it to the evening. As soon as school was over, I walked outside with Lin Ran, one after the other. When we reached a less crowded area, Lin Ran stopped and said to me, "Bai Hao, my mom is not working today, and it's not convenient at my house. Let's talk about it tomorrow."
Lin Ran was originally speaking to me nicely, but when she saw that I disagreed, she became a bit angry. Lin Ran bit her lip and looked at me resentfully, saying, "Bai Hao, why are you like this? Yesterday, you forgot to bring the protection and I didn't say anything, but today my home is not convenient and you can't wait a bit?"
She was so frightened that she quickly clamped her legs together
"Forget it, I still don't know you? It's just a few dollars in pocket money a day. If you don't have money, I can lend you some. The sooner we finish, the better it will be for both of us, so you won't keep bothering me and making a fool of me in front of our classmates," Lin Ran said coldly to me. As she spoke, Lin Ran's beautiful face looked quite sharp and sarcastic. Seeing her condescending demeanor, a surge of anger immediately welled up in my heart.
After listening to Lin Ran, I felt quite disappointed. Having held in my frustration all day, how could I possibly let her off the hook? I firmly said, "No way, we are going to settle this tonight."
"No, no, what if someone comes? I can't just stay here with you," Lin Ran said while tidying up the disheveled clothes that I had touched.
Returning to my seat, my deskmate looked at me with an expression of amusement. Just now, while I was talking to Lin Ran, he had been watching intently.
Lin Ran stared at me with her clear and beautiful big eyes, filled with terror, but I ignored her
After Lin Ran finished speaking, my face immediately turned red. Afraid that she would look down on me, I raised my head and said to Lin Ran, "I have the money to buy it, I just forgot to bring it."
I did not pay attention to him, feeling that it was not worth engaging with such a person
Looking at Lin Ran, I felt quite frustrated. After holding back my anger for a moment, I thought, if Lin Ran doesn't do this for me, how am I supposed to get through this long night? The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became. Gritting my teeth, I decided that regardless of whether Lin Ran agreed today or not, I would not care anymore. I put down the box in my hand and embraced Lin Ran again. This time, I didn't care about her; I just reached out and touched her.
"Where are you going? To book a room?" Lin Ran asked me curiously
During the next class, Lin Ran sent me a message saying, "My mom is at home at noon, it's not convenient."
Staring blankly at Lin Ran's message, Lin Ran sent me another message, "In the future, if there is nothing important at school, don't talk to me. Yesterday, my classmates all asked me about it."
There aren't many people around this corridor. If Lin Ran and I are working here, it should be fine. I want to ask Lin Ran if it's okay. I glanced at Lin Ran, and her big eyes were already closed, still smiling. It seems she is still enjoying herself.
Lin Ran spoke little to me. She didn't say much when she saw me not doing anything, and after putting down her bag, she went to take a shower. Besides that matter, I hardly had any conversation with Lin Ran. I opened the door and prepared to go home. Tomorrow my mother will give me another 5 yuan. The money from tomorrow, combined with today's money, will be enough to buy a set. Waiting for tomorrow, I will definitely be able to be with Lin Ran. I feel quite regretful, yet I also look forward to tomorrow. Tomorrow my mother will give me another 5 yuan. The money from tomorrow, combined with today's money, will be enough to buy a set. Waiting for tomorrow, I will definitely be able to be with Lin Ran. I feel quite regretful, yet I also look forward to tomorrow.
During class, I felt a bit nervous thinking about the condoms in my backpack. It was my first time buying such things, and if my classmates found out, I would be so embarrassed
"Hmm, I thought I had it with me, but I just checked my pocket and found that I didn't bring it." I lied to Lin Ran.
Looking at Lin Ran's expression of disgust, I felt a bit puzzled. What happened? In just one night, how did Lin Ran change again? Yesterday during the day, Lin Ran was quite nice. Could it be that she found out I couldn't afford to buy a set and looks down on me? Damn, if she looks down on me, I look down on her too. What is she pretending for?
"What happened?" Lin Ran frowned as she listened to me say that I couldn't do it. I had ignited her anger, and suddenly hearing that I wouldn't proceed made her a bit disappointed. However, the look of disappointment in Lin Ran's eyes quickly brightened. Although it didn't happen today, she had once again avoided a disaster.
Oh. Lin Ran coldly glanced at my pocket and said nothing. She walked into the bathroom, and soon the sound of running water could be heard from inside
"How could I forget to bring it?" Lin Ran's tone was quite unpleasant
Looking at the tightly closed door of my small room, I feel a wave of discomfort in my heart. With poor family conditions, what can I do? My parents have raised me with great difficulty; what right do I have to complain about them
"I am not sick, I just am not hungry." I said with a wry smile, shaking my head at my mother
I asked her if she could start, and she said yes
After staying in the room for a while, my mother came in and asked me, "Bai Hao, why are you eating so little? Are you feeling unwell?"
Leaving Lin Ran's house, I felt very dejected. By the time I got home, my parents had already prepared the meal for me. I had little appetite and stopped eating after finishing half a bowl.
Feeling upset due to Lin Ran's actions, I did not respond to her. I had hoped that our relationship could make some progress, but unexpectedly, she remains as indifferent to me as ever
After class, I took the opportunity to speak quietly to Lin Ran when no one was around, saying, "I brought the things. How about we go to your house at noon?"
You just said it was fine, so why are you saying it is not fine now? I see that Lin Ran disagrees and seems a bit anxious
We have reached the building area, and I grabbed Lin Ran's hand, pulling her into a stairwell. There were not many people around, and no one knew what was happening between Lin Ran and me in the stairwell. Lin Ran was startled by my sudden action; she wanted to scream, so I quickly covered her mouth.
"Why do I have no money to book a room?" My self-esteem was pierced by Lin Ran.
Lin Ran made a valid point, and I found it hard to refute. However, I have been waiting all day, and I truly cannot wait any longer. I told Lin Ran, "Your place won't do; let's go somewhere else."
"I didn't hear that clearly just now," Lin Ran said to me, her face flushed, as she lowered her long eyelashes and adjusted her clothes
Then I began to bully her just like yesterday; she wanted to resist, but she was not as strong as I was
"That will do, I have covered the food for you with a bowl. If you are hungry, you can eat it." My mother said this and closed the door to my room
At night, when I go to sleep, I feel troubled thinking about the embarrassing situation at Lin Ran's house. I realize that I have become somewhat infatuated with Lin Ran's body, to the point of being unable to extricate myself. The more she looks down on me, the more I desire her. Conquering her body gives me a uniquely intense sense of pleasure
Aren't you going to say anything? Sweating, I trembled as I unpacked the box.
I bought a set, and I am in a great mood. Damn it, tonight, farewell place | Male
"How did you come over here? Stay away from me." Lin Ran was startled when she saw me approaching to talk to her. Her tone was quite harsh, and her voice was loud.
Having obtained Lin Ran's consent, I was overjoyed. I put down my backpack and hurriedly searched for a condom inside it. Due to my nervousness, I tugged at the black plastic bag containing the condom several times before finally pulling it out. Lin Ran had already regained consciousness; she opened her eyes and looked at me in panic, saying, "Bai Hao, are you really going to do that here?"
"Alright then, let's talk about it tomorrow." As he spoke, the flush on Lin Ran's face gradually faded. It was hot in the summer; after just a brief embrace, both of us were covered in sweat, feeling quite warm. On my hand, there lingered the fragrance of Lin Ran's body.
I heard that Lin Ran wants to book a hotel room with me, and I took a deep breath. The cheapest hotel room costs at least several dozen yuan; how could I afford it? Seeing that I was silent, Lin Ran smiled. Her smile was rather cold, and she asked me, "Bai Hao, do you not have money to book a room?"
"I forgot to bring a condom." I glanced at Lin Ran's eyes and immediately lowered my head. I had no money to buy one, and I felt very inferior. I was quite nervous, fearing that Lin Ran would look down on me even more if he knew I couldn't afford a condom.
After reading the message sent again by Lin Ran, I understand why Lin Ran treated me that way earlier. I am very angry; damn it, that wretched person. If I don't take her down tonight, I won't bear the surname Bai
The next morning, I took the five yuan my mother gave me and went straight to the pharmacy. I bought a box of condoms for seven yuan, and I quickly and carefully packed it into my backpack. Afraid that my classmates would rummage through my bag, I wrapped it tightly in a black plastic bag
Lin Ran should be taking a shower inside, listening to the sound of water running in the bathroom makes me feel restless. If I had money, I might have already been intimate with Lin Ran by now. For the first time, I feel embarrassed about being broke.
"Hehe, Bai Hao, don't tell me you can't afford a place?" Just as I was about to go out, Lin Ran suddenly asked me, his tone laced with a hint of mockery